What gives me direction in life? The bratty answer would be GPS!!!
I’m not sure I really have a direction. I get up in the morning bc of a combination of my kitty walking all over me until I get the hint to get up and feed him and the need to go to school. On weekdays I go to school bc it is required of me. On weekends I either do what my parents want us to do as a family or sit and read or watch TV or do my blog or do my homework. In the mornings or evenings of each day or often both, I’ll go for a run or keep fit in some other way. School nights I have a soft bed time of 9:30pm with lights out NLT 10:00pm, will an extra hour on weekends and holidays. When I graduate school i’ll go to collage and switch out school and homework for collage and coursework. Beyond that I have no idea. My course through life is kind of rudderless. I go where others steer me or direct me and sometimes feel i am drowning.
I remember a quote, I think it is H.P. Lovecraft: My life is a contemptible lethargy, devoid alike of vice and virtue.
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