The Quote is from Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland and tends to be my standard operating procedure.
It kind of works both way bc I will know what I want to do and gear up to do it…then don’t bc I think it will go badly or I’ll look foolish or I’ll mess it up. Those are the bad times.
And other times I know I shouldn’t do something, and I know if I do it will go badly or I’ll look foolish or I’ll mess up…and I go ahead and do it anyway. Sometimes it does go badly, but usually I have fun failing! Those are the good times!
Hi! I’m Madison, the f**ked up daughter of high achieving parents and amazing siblings. I have extreme social anxiety/panic attacks, am, at best, average in so many ways, and feel like a failure most of the time. But enough about me, how are you? :)
OK, so like my go to setting is self-hate/defensive but I’m not a bad person, just someone who is bad at personing. If you reach out to me then expect all teeth and claws and nastiness and spite. It’s my default setting. I wish it wasn’t. But it is. Please know that but try anyway.
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