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Saying ‘No’ to self-poisoning

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When is the last time you took a risk? How did it work out?
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I originally posted a different, much longer posting about a bad experience I had with a Social Media site.

And I realized what an idiot I am.

I am enjoying my blog. It feels new and safe and exciting.

I don’t need to keep dragging myself back to past pain. I need to learn to let go.

Holding on to the negative is poisoning my soul and it’s a habit I need to break.

So I’m going to go through my blog and start cutting out the negative fixation on the past.

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Hi! I’m Madison, the f**ked up daughter of high achieving parents and amazing siblings. I have extreme social anxiety/panic attacks, am, at best, average in so many ways, and feel like a failure most of the time. But enough about me, how are you? :) OK, so like my go to setting is self-hate/defensive but I’m not a bad person, just someone who is bad at personing. If you reach out to me then expect all teeth and claws and nastiness and spite. It’s my default setting. I wish it wasn’t. But it is. Please know that but try anyway.

5 responses to “Saying ‘No’ to self-poisoning”

  1. Mr. B Avatar
    Mr. B

    I admire your desire to correct this injustice. I will reach out to them! Have you comsidered posting this on their social media accounts? That impacts advertising dollars?

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    1. Madison W Avatar
      Madison W

      Thanks, but there’s no need to reach out to them; I’d hope someone on DeviantArt would see it and reach out or that Spyed who started the site might see the comment I left on his last post but I think he has stopped going on there. I sort of want the DA community to own this and be better.

      And I hope that it wouldn’t take a risk to their advertising dollars to get them to act. It must be at least a month since I reported that I thought someone may be attempting to groom me and that someone told me to kill myself, and they have access to my postings, etc. (though sadly I don’t) and they have done nothing. It should not be about advertising dollars or legal risks or anything like that. It’s just the right thing to do.

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  2. Himanshi Dargas Avatar
    Himanshi Dargas

    sometimes tough conditions come but don`t worry we can handle every situation with patience and you have that grit, by the way its already night here, so good night dear sweet Madison, Be happy!

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    1. Madison W Avatar
      Madison W

      Thanks, Himanshi! It’s just turned noon here, so good afternoon!

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      1. Himanshi Dargas Avatar
        Himanshi Dargas

        where are you from ?

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