What to change? That’s a long list, but let’s start with the basics:
I would want to have (but not by force) everyone be considerate of each other. Not necessarily nice or friendly, but place the rights of others before their own and be respectful of different opinions, willing to discuss with an open mind and look for common ground.
Ok world, once you’ve got to that first step, let me know and we can discuss my next changes.
Hi! I’m Madison, the f**ked up daughter of high achieving parents and amazing siblings. I have extreme social anxiety/panic attacks, am, at best, average in so many ways, and feel like a failure most of the time. But enough about me, how are you? :)
OK, so like my go to setting is self-hate/defensive but I’m not a bad person, just someone who is bad at personing. If you reach out to me then expect all teeth and claws and nastiness and spite. It’s my default setting. I wish it wasn’t. But it is. Please know that but try anyway.
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